It looks like this little guy is going to be born TOMORROW! We are on the schedule for a c-section.
I had a non stress test today and had a MASSIVE panic attack during it (the irony is not lost on me) which just solidified for everyone the need to go with a scheduled c-section. I feel at peace with the decision and truly think it is the right choice for my situation.
Now I have less than 24 hours to process this, sleep and prepare my house. Let the games begin!