It still hasn't fully hit that my grandmother has died. She fell ill the night before I arrived in Phoenix so I never got to see her before she passed. I was able to talk to her on the phone and though she couldn't respond because of the tubes, my Dad says she was following directions and understanding so at least there is that. I wish I could have given her news of a new great-grandchild, but I'm still not pregnant. The whole thing just happened so fast. She was 100% fine Christmas Eve and then fell suddenly ill overnight and was gone 11 days later.
Come to think of it, perhaps I should just brave the copay....you just never know.