Today is oral surgery day. I have been a bundle of nerves for days, but today I am an absolute basket case. I can't even pinpoint the exact fear really. I guess it's a fear of the pain and the unknown (and that pesky IV). Completely normal concerns, but for me I take them to a debilitating level. I've been shaking and crying this morning, unable to even drive to my therapy appointment. I don't know how to deal with the next 6 hours before my appointment.
I have been battling anxiety disorder for well over a decade. When am I ever going to get better?